← back to journal

2026-08-14


cara #

whoever in the art circle most likely already know the existence of this post. how i feel about this? well... nothing special really.

i have to be honest: it would have been better for my mental health if i don't give any attention to attention-seekers. the unfortuate reality is that angering someone (or maybe a group of people) is the easiest way to gather attention. tiktok already shown us how extremely desperate people can be just to get a little bit of "validation".

my honest response to whoever scraped all of my artworks is just "and?". like, what are the gonna do with this? what do they gain from scraping them?

but if i have to be honest, i have been treating drawing as little hobby that i do when i am bored after long session of programming. professionals in the industry might have different take than mine, but i am not a professional artist, which is why i don't really care when people scraped my artworks. in fact, i like to license them under creative commons attribution-sharealike, not to give those ai-bros a chance to scrape my artworks, but to give people permissions to mess around my works and turn it into something wonderful.

there is a reason why i've been using licenss like mit, apache and gplv3 for my projects. these licenses give user the freedom to run the software for any purposes, share the software for anyone to use and alter the software in however they want. with cc-by-sa licenses, i am doing the same thing but for artworks (because software licenses cannot be used for artworks). i don't like ai-bros training their models on my artworks, but i also don't want to put insane amount of restrictions to the point where someone would be scared of extending my artworks.

ultimately, i've decided that the latter one is more important. i have decided that we should be giving people a chance to "uncook" themselves.

my approach to these ai-bros, as you can see, is on the, let's say, more on "inviting" side, so much so that someone wanting to label me as "ai-bro", but i'd like to see them as victims of corporations. and with my attempts at "uncooking" them, i hope they understand the true value of arts and why artists exists in the first place. you can say that i am playing a game of tug of war: from one side, i am pulling the people towards me, and from other side, the corporations are pulling people towards them.

art as a hobby was never about results. it was about the process that created the images the artist had always imagined. one can try prompting a model, but that's no fun comparing to the techniques on using the digital airbrushes or blending brushes. i draw in some specific ways because i have fun doing it, and that encourage me to keep drawing. you don't get that from prompting. people treat arts as products; i treat arts as recreational and entertainment activities.

oh and also, did you know that glaze and nightshade are actually based on the same technology powering stable diffusion? shocking! and it consumes just as much energy as generating a single image too (might be even worse, since the team behind glaze and nightshade refuses to let people optimize the models so they can run on low power devices). which is why i don't use glaze and nightshade in the first place. glaze has been defeated through the usage of blur filter before, so not only we wasted energy, we also wasted our time. ouch. that blur exploit has since been patched, but nothing stopping companies from hiding their bypass tech, so who knows, maybe they figured out another way?